This is more than a cycling journey — it’s a journey of healing. After falling into depression while facing my mother’s final chapter with cancer, I’m using gravel cycling to rebuild my body, my mind, and my hope. In this new monthly series, follow my preparation for the UCI Gravel Event in Canada as I aim to lose 40 lbs, raise my FTP, and transform my Trek Checkpoint into my fastest gravel bike yet.

Along the way, I revisit the places I grew up, reconnect with memories of my parents, and fight to rediscover the light. If you’re struggling with mental health, grief, or motivation, this story is for you. Watch the journey of an ordinary rider finding strength, purpose, and healing through cycling — one ride at a time.